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Fuck the old LJ they wouldnt fucking validate me so that wont work out.
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[Mon-7-11-2005] |
Were bomb. you dont have shit on us.
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| which ways the mother fucking gun show? |
[Thu-6-2-2005] |
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Luke nathan and I drew guns on our arms. we flexed for everyone asking which way the gun show was. the teachers loved it. we gave fish guns too. haha that bitch. alex owns at monopoly ill admit it but mr. sanders is going down tomorrow for uno.
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| Eyes are bomb. <33 |
[Tue-5-31-2005] |
Bored so played with eyeshadow.
Then I showed grace it, and she told me to make them opposite from eachother and show her. weird idea. looks weird but I was bored and have no life so I did it.
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| "Can you see my panties?" - Grace |
[Thu-5-26-2005] |
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Ok so the school year is finally over. Its amazing how fast it was. I must admit this year sucked balls, but only for the education portion of it. Everything else was amazing. Made new friend and got closer with others. Only really lost one friend, but people change, and I dont want the friendship back. Everyone matured this year, including myself. But no matter what Ill always be a stupid little kid at heart. I will do things that seem crazy to you, as some people may have learned recently, but in the end its always got a purpose. So much stuff happened this year, good, bad, scary, funny, just everything and I loved all of it. Freshman year was not that bad at all it was just hard. My biggest regret would be not trying that hard and fucking up with my grades, but ive learned from that and wont do it anymore. Next year should be ok. No history, and 3 electives, so thats bomb. Really dont want to deal with the stupid fucking 8th graders coming to the highschool next year. But everyone has the same feelings about that one so if those kids try to act like their top shit Im sure many people would like to prove to them wrong. But whatever, if theyre chill next year I wont have a problem with em. So next year should be fine for the most part.
Anyways today was neato. Physics final was hard. But Niclole Kassy Jake and I worked together. History was kind of hard. Stetson returned. Its back. Grace knows. Haha. Uh after the history final john had bacardi in his backpack. So being my stupid self, I took out the bottle and chugged it during class. Grace and Kyle have pictures of it, I want to see them. Thats the 2nd time ive done that in history. Im so successful. Haha. Vegas tomorrow. Ill talk to you all on saturday! <33
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[Sat-5-21-2005] |
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After today I am obsessed with Burberry and MAC make up. I love shopping. It lights up my life. Uhhh Gilbert tonight because its better out there than it is here. Much more fun. I had 5 ppl who wanted to do shit today. Yeah THANKS for all calling on one day. Everyone needs to pick a different day to call and make plans. Im tired of the FH scene. We need something exciting to happen. Now.
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| You should just drop out of school now. Youll never amount to anything. |
[Fri-5-20-2005] |
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Good mood yesterday. Bad one today.
- I lied when I said I forgave someone. I will hate them forever. I tried to do the right thing and get over it in a simple manner. I lied. Im not over shit. I told them I would not hold a grudge. I lied. I told that person if they broke our promise I would kill them. Not a lie. I lied so much to them. So hypocritical eh?
- Dinner with my mom and brother. I was reminded how Im failing at life and will go no where in life, I was told I should give up now and face the facts that I will soon become like the family members I hate. I love my families support towards me.
- If I fail math Im grounded for 3-6 weeks during summer. Awesome right?
- I saw someone today who I had wished never to see again as long as I lived. Not only did I see him but he proceded to text me until I replied. I hate him too.
- My father died 12 years ago today.
- Kian Kirstie Corbin and Risa came to my door tonight because we were supposed to hang out. I was not allowed to go out with them because my mom believed I should be punished for nothing. So all I wanted was an escape from today and she couldnt give me that because she doesnt understand shit and she sucks at parenting.
If I cant goto Gilbert tomorrow Ill flip a bitch and kill someone.
But thats ok, because the sun will come out tomorrow. All 111 degrees of it.
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[Tue-5-17-2005] |
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"But I guess that's the part of growing up I never wanted to learn."
There are always things to be learned. Everyday. Every experience you have, good or bad, will effect the person you are in the long run. If that experience is a good one you can have a better view of the world and its contents. If not, you will learn from it and you can still know that soon things will still be okay. Every person you meet will somehow have an impact on you. No matter if you talked to them once or twice, or they were your best friend, they will still effect you in some way, shape, or form. So take a look at the world around you. Theres a lot left for you to learn whether you choose to embrace it or not.
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| good song. for sure. |
[Tue-5-17-2005] |
sixteen seasons past and i
join you dreaming
going to a place faraway that we'll call home
not all hope is lost yet
hearts, stars & rockets
to break & mend again, to light the way, and to take us there
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| Ugh love it |
[Thu-5-12-2005] |
let's destroy each other
cause we're too cool for love lines,
soft kisses over cheap wine.
Smoke me baby like your last cigarette
whisper to me, say "you'll never forget"
could you break my heart a little more?
Shove my body up against yours and kiss me like you mean it
anything worth a taste burns as it goes down.
Could you tell me I'm so Audrey Hepburn when my hair falls to the side?
and say, "Girl, I'm not here to love you tender, I'm just here for the ride."
Let's blind ourselves by love and be deaf to all who say it's fatal.
It's not that we don't know,
it's just that we don't care
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[Wed-5-11-2005] |
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pink again, this time the eyes were too. gotta love random days where you do that shit. gotta change up the wardrobe every now and then. went to walgreens today, new make up, not to mention starbucks was so needed (coffee on an empty stomach is amazing.) so I got that because im cool. eyeshadow is so fun <3
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[Wed-5-11-2005] |
Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting that they wont.
^ Thats fuckin cute, pretty true, but cute none the less.
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| Well theyre never gonna get me |
[Mon-5-9-2005] |
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All I ate today was a jolly rancher and im still not hungry. Fucking aderol (ADD meds, side effect is loss of hunger). As of right now the thought of food physically disgusts me. How sad. Luke and I are gonna fight tomorro. Yeah. That bitch is going down! (we kid) Haha. Aww his sister had a baby today so he is officially UNCLE LUKEY! haha. I thought it was cute. Anyways uhh I cant wait for school to end. 2 weeks and then finals. Im so worried about finals. I NEED TO DO GOOD ON THEM!! Life will really suck if I dont. But life is good. I love it. The only worry I have is school and thats almost over so by the time it ends life should be perfect. The family is out so the house is peaceful. I love it. I lit some peach candle I have and holy fucking shit it smells amazing. Yeah Im on le fone so im gonna go. byeee
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[Mon-5-9-2005] |
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"do not let your fire go out, sparked by an irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the not-quite, the not-yet, the not at all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life that you deserve, but have never been able to reach. The world you desired can be won, it exists, its real, its possible, its yours."
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[Fri-5-6-2005] |
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Megan and Chris picked me up n we went to the dance concert. The girls did an amazing job for sure. Megan and I yelled so much shit it was cute. There were a lot of 8th graders there yeah idk what that was about. Haha Megan yelled at one. So many fucking beetles. Running over the dirt/cement curb because the gate was locked wouldnt be smart. We drive in the wrong lane without dying. I hope that guys tape has what Megan said on it. Good suff.
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[Fri-5-6-2005] |
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I dont give a fuck if your concerned. Its my problem not yours, your not me so dont try to save the day and help me, thinking i'll be happy with you, it only makes me angrier with you. If I dont ask for your help then that obviously must mean I dont want it. Not like you would listen anyways right? Your too caught up with trying to fix everything. Your superficiality sickens me.
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| Haaaay. |
[Thu-5-5-2005] |
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I was pink today you know you love it. I want a crack is whack shirt its amazing. Someone should getr it for me some day. Id love you. I need to goto sleep life is happening.
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| In this zoo of broken faces. |
[Wed-5-4-2005] |
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If you wanna be a bitch Ill be one back. Dont talk shit about people especially friends of mine because I will find you and personally yell at you until you learn how to shut the fuck up. Dont act like your top shit because guess what your not. I really dont go for that. Also, if I tolerate you, that doesnt mean Im your friend. So some people need to not talk to me because it will probably make me want to punch them in the face just a little bit more. OKAY NOW THAT THATS OUT! Anyways um today was gay. Except for the fact that cake was included in 2nd hour. Went home napped, cable man came in my room so I woke up. Got my yearbook. Went to Yg. That was pretty much gay. But Johnny is cool. I guess I looked gothic? Yeah thats neat. I feel like wering pink tomorrow so Im doin it. I want a scarf. Theyre so fun. Even though it will be REALLY fuckin hot soon Id still wear it because Im that fuckin cool. I also want a power rangers shirt. My cousins moved back to AZ so thats lovely. Um no. I really dont feel like dealing wit my drugged out slutty cousin and her fat fuck sister. I need a normal family. 3 weeks of school left. Yay. Back on Aderol tomorro so hopefully Ill be better in life. Fuckin missed Blood Brothers tonight. Missing MSI tomorrow. AND NOW Im missing Greeley Saturday. SWEET. Randy is famous. HAAAGGH for men. Youd buy it. Dont lie.
THATS VALID.
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[Tue-5-3-2005] |
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John is buying me a balls colored dress for my birthday. I love it! lol
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[Tue-5-3-2005] |
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and we all fall down
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